

I started this post last night, but it got too long and seemed rather grim, so I decided to sleep on it and try again today, and I am so glad I did.
Yesterday's vet appointment revealed that Hannah
may be in real trouble. The tentative diagnosis was possible Canine Distemper Virus (CDV). It isn't easy/possible for us to get a definitive diagnosis, but her history (there have been cases at the shelter she presented at, though they made an effort to isolate her), and symptoms (diarrhea, nasal drainage, staggering/weak gait Sunday night) seem to point to it. A second opinion was obtained from our dear and trusted
family vet, and an honest look at the potential course and prognosis (for both Hannah & the pups) was reviewed with him as well. And then we talked to Andy at
PawMatch for some "spot on" observations and support.
Our little family then sat down and talked about what this could mean, including that if it is CDV one or more (or even all) of the dogs could heartbreakingly die or need to be put down. And we voted unanimously that we are all in: we promised them a chance, and they will get their full chance from us. They pay us back every day, Hannah with her touching loyalty and the pups with the joyful experience of getting to be near puppies and watch them grow. We decided that no matter what, they will have known love every day of their lives with us, however long that is.
With that decision firmly made, we went on with the business of caring for Hannah and the pups. We did an extra good job disinfecting their whole area of the kitchen. The puppies were cuter than ever-- several of them attempting to stand and walk around now, and several with their eyes at least partially open. They moved around on their towel in the middle of the kitchen while I worked on their den. And with the help of the supplementation, they all managed to gain some weight. They all seem very healthy.
Hannah was started on antibiotics and metoclopramide, to both help with her tummy troubles and her milk supply issues. She is also now getting some of the puppies'
milk supplement, which she really enjoys.
This morning, Hannah greeted me at the gate, ready to walk. It was the first time in days she hasn't had to be coaxed or even carried out of bed. She ate very well, skipping the wet food she had eaten bites of from her bed over the weekend, and moved straight over to the large bowl of dry food, which she finished. She also drank plenty of water, and lapped up her milk supplement. We took a short walk with no problems: there was no sign of weakness or staggering. She doesn't have a runny nose. When we got back to the house she started fussing over and cleaning the puppies like the attentive and wonderful mother she had been before she got sick. In short, if Hannah is still sick, someone forgot to tell her! We feel cautiously optimistic today about her recovery!